Read this episode: Be yourself Again
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Hi, I'm Dena Cataldo, a master coach and ex-criminal prosecutor.
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I created Be A Better Lawyer podcast for driven lawyers like you who want more from life than
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sitting behind a desk.
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You've been playing by other people's rules.
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Those rules have left you overwhelmed, unfulfilled, and feeling like a hamster on a wheel.
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I've been there.
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I was doing everything people told me to do to be successful, working late nights, weekends,
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and trying to make everyone happy.
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So why wasn't I happy?
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And I wanted more in life.
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When was I going to find time to find and pursue that?
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Well, I did.
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And I'm sharing with you my secrets to living a happier and more fulfilling life.
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This podcast gives you a lifetime of wisdom, mindset principles, and bedrock strategies
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to give you unshakable confidence, more time to pursue your goals, a powerful sense of
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purpose to up-level your life in law practice, and so much more.
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These are things we were never taught in law school.
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This podcast bridges the gap between the two.
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Hello, how are you doing today?
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I have the privilege of sitting outside in my backyard.
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Right now I'm still living in Sacramento.
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I haven't moved to Sedona yet.
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I know I've had a lot of people asking me if I've moved to Sedona, not until July 1st.
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So I have some time here in my home, enjoying my backyard and the birds and the sun and
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all of the spring flowers are in bloom.
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I've got peonies growing, they're these poofy pink flowers, and I have roses and these beautiful
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purple flowers and lavender and it's just amazing out here.
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I am definitely going to miss this beautiful place and, you know, being able to walk around
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in my beautiful neighborhood and bumping into people and, you know, I will have new experiences.
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That's just the beautiful part of life is changing experiences and expanding our capabilities
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is also expanding our ability to go do other things and see new places.
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I'm hearing this little tapping behind me and it's my little cat Rocco who is apparently
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upset that I have not left the door open, so let me do that for him.
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But I am excited about this move.
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It's something that I've wanted for a long time and I set my intention to put one foot
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in front of the other and kept moving through all of the things my brain wanted to tell
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me like I couldn't do it or it was too hard and all of the things that our brain naturally
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does when we put something new in front of us.
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But when we really want something, it's important, I believe, to follow it no matter what barriers
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our brain puts up to it because if we don't, we're always going to have regrets.
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We're always going to wonder what if and I don't want to live that way.
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So that is the state of my living space right now.
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Today I want to talk to you about getting back to yourself.
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This was something that came up in a conversation I had with a lawyer the other day who went
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through my timepiece program and if you don't already know, my timepiece for lawyers program
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is currently open for enrollment but we're closing the door soon and I really don't want
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you to miss out on this opportunity because it is absolutely life altering when you enter
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the program and you start applying what we start talking about every single week just
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a little bit at a time to your life.
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So I was talking to Michelle and she said something that really struck me which was
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going through timepiece really helped her get back to being herself, to feeling more
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like her.
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And I think as lawyers, it's really easy to get consumed by the work and to put ourselves
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wholeheartedly into the work which we love, right?
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We love the work, we love feeling productive, we love doing things that make an impact in
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the world but we do that oftentimes at our own expense and many times we're doing that,
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we're jumping into the work to prove something to other people that we don't believe about
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ourselves already, how capable we are, how good we are at our job and getting back to
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ourself to me really means regaining that self-confidence, that belief in ourselves
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that we truly are capable of anything including having a life and that's something that was
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really important to Michelle is coming into timepiece knowing having the intent that
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she wanted to have her personal life back.
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Specifically, she wanted to spend time with her husband, she wanted to cook meals again,
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she wanted to have hobbies again and she discovered that everything that she wanted was possible
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when she put herself in the right room and the right space to do that and timepiece was
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the right space for her.
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It was a space where she could not just learn the skills but understand the mindset and
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she was telling me about the mindset foundations training that I have inside of timepiece and
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she said that was really impactful to her because when she understood how her mind worked,
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she realized that the feelings she was experiencing, the anxiety, the stress, the overwhelm, feeling
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like she was a hamster on a wheel, all of the things that you may be experiencing right
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now that they didn't mean that she was a bad lawyer or that she wasn't capable or that
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she wasn't working hard enough.
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All it meant was that she didn't have, she wasn't given the skills that she needed to
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manage her time within the legal profession, to manage her mind within the legal profession
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because the law is, it asks a lot of us, right?
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It asks us to be our best versions of ourselves but when we don't have those foundational mindset
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skills, when we don't have the understanding of how our mind is structured, of how our
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subconscious works, how we and why we do the things that we do in our law practice, it
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makes it seem as if we're not as good as we think we should be, right?
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Like we constantly judge ourselves, compare ourselves, believe that we should be better
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and when we are judging ourselves like that, then it makes it nearly impossible to improve
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and it definitely makes it impossible to have a life on top of being in a legal profession.
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If you're beating yourself up, then all you're doing is really pushing yourself to work harder
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when your brain is saying there's something off here, there's something you need to take
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a closer look at and that's something that I discovered over the years with having cancer
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diagnoses is it wasn't a judgment on me but it was a signal that I needed to take a closer
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look at something.
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How was I managing my health?
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How was I managing what I was eating?
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All of those kinds of things.
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What kind of stressors was I putting on my body?
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And the feelings that you have in your body are the same thing.
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So if you have any feelings of anxiety, if you have any feelings of stress or overwhelm,
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it doesn't mean you're a bad attorney.
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It doesn't mean that there's something wrong which I actually believe too.
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So when Michelle told me these things, I totally understood her because I had those
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same beliefs about myself when I was a lawyer.
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And hey, why am I not feeling more relaxed?
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Why am I not feeling more confident?
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Why am I not getting the work done that I think I should be getting done?
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Well, it must mean something about me and my capabilities.
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When I discovered that, it simply wasn't true.
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It had to really do with the fundamentals that I didn't have because frankly, they're
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And so I created Timepiece for Lawyers to really give lawyers those fundamental understandings
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and also give them a playbook to give them the blueprint for moving in the direction
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that they want to go without judging themselves, without beating themselves up, without telling
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themselves that they should be better.
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So instead, what they're doing is simply learning the skills and then applying them.
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Sometimes lawyers will tell me that they're afraid they're not going to implement tools.
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They're afraid that they're going to do something like join a program or get a course
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or whatever it is, and they're afraid that they're not going to do the work.
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They're not going to set aside time to do the work.
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Quite frankly, if you join anything, I want it to be with the intent that you get something
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And when you have that intent, then simply showing up for yourself.
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For example, in the weekly calls, right?
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We have weekly calls that are part of Timepiece.
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And so I've got 16 calls where you can show up, good, bad, and the ugly, and we take
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a look at what's going on.
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Where might you be having difficulty implementing?
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Where are you having wins?
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Where are the things that you want to improve?
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How can we make those adjustments so that you can change habits, so that you can create
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a lifestyle that you want to have, so that you can have a lifestyle where you get to
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go home when you want to go home, where you have a lifestyle where you can say,
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Okay, look, I am going to tell myself I have done enough work at this time if I've completed
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these particular assignments.
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And they give you all the tools to do it.
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The first thing I give you, well, the first thing I give you is access to the library.
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And the library inside of Timepiece is designed to give you exactly when you need, what you
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need, and to help you direct your attention within that library.
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So I have the Timepiece roadmap, which breaks down each of those 16 weeks.
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I give you suggestions about what you might want to focus your attention on.
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I give you a checklist in terms of, okay, this is the ideal.
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If you can do these things, this is going to give you the maximum benefit.
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And that is designed to really help you focus your mind, not get into overwhelm,
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and to have a place where you can come to when your brain says,
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What do I do next?
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What should I be doing right now?
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And you have a checklist right there for you.
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It's laid out.
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I also have my calendar checklist.
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So every time you create a schedule, and I'm going to show you how to do this.
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We talk about planning.
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You're going to get examples of lawyers who have gone through planning,
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and you're going to see exactly how they did it,
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and you're going to see something that's really amazing,
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that there's no exact science to it,
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that you are the biggest.
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It's like an art, right?
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So you're the biggest contributor to this art.
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You get to decide how you want to structure your calendar.
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And what lawyers have told me is that I've never felt so free as when I had a calendar.
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I had no idea that a calendar could give me freedom.
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I always thought it was going to be something that was going to tie me down
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and that was going to feel really hard when I got those last-minute assignments,
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and I'm just going to feel really bad about myself if I couldn't do it
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because I have these last-minute assignments.
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That's just a reality of my profession.
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And what they recognized is that having that calendar gave them the freedom to make choices,
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to delegate, choices to decline projects, choices to move projects out,
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choices to communicate with clients and let them know realistic timelines
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for when they could have work done.
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And it just gave them so much freedom to say yes and to say no
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and to create time in their schedule.
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Because what we often do, and what I've seen lawyers do a lot,
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is you'll have an idea, just a vague idea of what you can accomplish during a week,
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and then a client will call you and ask you for something.
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And without even thinking, you'll say,
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Yeah, sure, I can have that to you this week.
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Yeah, sure, I can have that to you next week.
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But you don't have a plan in place, so you can't actually look at anything
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and judge whether or not that's a realistic plan for you.
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And so then we end up pushing out our life
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so that we can push in this last-minute client work that doesn't have to be last-minute.
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It could have been something totally avoidable
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if you could have communicated a more realistic timeline.
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But instead, you're missing dinner with your spouse
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or you're staying up late with the laptop, sitting up in bed,
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worrying that you're not going to have everything done the next day.
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That's not getting back to you.
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And getting back to you is going to look different for you
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than it did for Michelle, and it looked for myself,
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because you're going to have different preferences.
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And what I've noticed also with lawyers is that they've forgotten their preferences
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because they've been in the work so long that they've disconnected with those preferences.
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All they've been able to make space for in their life is the work.
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They haven't been able to make space for themselves.
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So they've forgotten what really interests them.
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Or they don't even have any interests anymore
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because they've spent so much time in the office.
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Now all that interests them is case briefs and finishing up work
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and getting that sense of accomplishment
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because that's the only dopamine hit that they are familiar with.
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So coming back to you is reconnecting with you on a deep level.
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And that was something Michelle also mentioned,
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was that she really connected with herself on a deeper level.
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And for her, that meant discovering what she wanted and then making it happen
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and understanding how she was talking to herself
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and how she was creating the life that she had
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and how she had the ability, how she generated the capability
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to change her life by joining Time Piece
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and learning the skills she learned inside that program, my program.
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And for me, that looked like discovering that I really like flowers.
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I really like being outside.
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And I love the gardening, but even more than the gardening,
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I just enjoy sitting out here enjoying the beauty of a yard, right?
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Enjoying the beauty of the outdoors.
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But that's not something that I ever connected with
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when I was fully in my legal practice, right?
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When I was fully in it, I was discovering that I really enjoyed yoga.
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I was discovering that I really enjoyed business.
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I had no idea that I enjoyed business so much and creativity
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and creating podcasts and getting to talk to new people
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and help them with time management, right?
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I really needed to discover those things.
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Those were things that I didn't even know were a part of me
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until I started to make time for them.
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And maybe for you, you feel this calling to creativity.
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You feel this calling for something more,
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but you don't even have time to explore it
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because you're so bogged down in the casework.
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You're so worried about making money in your practice
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or getting your billable hours in,
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and you don't really have a systematized process for doing that
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or thinking about your time.
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So what happens is that your day just seems like it's constant work all the time.
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You feel like you're busy all the time.
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And if you feel busy all the time,
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then there's something that you need to look out there.
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That's a signal.
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Remember I was saying earlier in this episode,
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when you feel anxiety or pressure or overwhelmed,
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that's a signal to take a closer look at something?
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Same thing if you're feeling busy all the time.
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That's a signal to take a closer look at something.
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Something needs to change that you need to slow down
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and you need to take a look at what are your habits?
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What are you creating in your life?
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Are you creating a life that you're proud of?
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One where if you died tomorrow, you could say,
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yes, I lived the life I wanted to live.
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I can honestly tell you right now that I am living the life that I want to live.
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And if I died tomorrow, while I don't want to do that
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because I love living, it is fabulous,
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I could say, you know what?
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I did exactly what I wanted to do.
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And I kept moving forward in the direction I wanted to go.
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And honestly, I think that is the biggest thing I could say
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is when I connected back to myself
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and I realized this is what I wanted
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and I was honest with myself and I moved myself in that direction
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over and over and over again,
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that I never felt prouder of myself.
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And that's what I want to be able to say when that time does come
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is that I'm really proud of what I created
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and what I attempted to create with my life.
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And if you haven't asked yourself that in a while,
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I want to offer that you ask yourself that.
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Would you, if you died tomorrow,
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would you feel really proud of the person that you've become?
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Would you feel really proud of where you spent your time?
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Of how you managed yourself?
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Of how you communicated with people?
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Of who you decided to spend your time with?
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If you could say yes to all of those things,
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absolutely fabulous, right?
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But if you have any doubts,
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if you have any doubts about that,
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if there's something you've been wanting to do,
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writing a book or running a marathon
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or doing something that sounds totally wild,
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like moving to Sedona,
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like just doing something absolutely wild
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and you're not doing it,
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are you telling yourself it's because you don't have enough time?
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Are you telling yourself it's because you just are too busy?
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And if you are,
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I want to invite you to Timepiece for Lawyers.
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Because when you join Timepiece,
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you're going to get more connected to yourself.
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You're going to get back to being you.
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You're going to become more you.
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You're going to remember what it was like to feel alive
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and not like a worker bee,
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constantly buzzing,
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constantly running from case to case,
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constantly dealing with client demands.
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You're going to become more of the person you want to become.
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I was talking to…
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You can go on to the Timepiece website.
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If you go to dinacataldo.com forward slash Timepiece,
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I've got video testimonials from a few of the lawyers
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who've gone through it.
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They all say the same thing,
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is that they're able to do things that they weren't before.
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That they enjoy their lives in ways that they weren't able to before.
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And that it didn't mean that they were sacrificing their legal career.
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It didn't mean that they were going to
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suddenly not get as many billable hours done.
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It didn't mean that they were going to be less productive.
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It actually meant they were becoming more productive.
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That they became better lawyers.
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That their attention to detail was better
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because they were more focused.
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They were more attentive.
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And I think sometimes we might think
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that if we're going to have a life,
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that somehow we've got to sacrifice our success.
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We've got to sacrifice our capability to thrive in the legal profession.
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And that's simply not true.
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Getting back to ourselves really helps us thrive in the legal profession.
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It helps us be better lawyers.
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And that's the purpose of this program and this podcast.
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Is to help you be not only a better lawyer,
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Become the version of you that you're meant to become.
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And I truly believe that when we manage our time and our mind,
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that we are able to create the space to get closer to ourselves.
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And that was definitely the truth for me.
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And it's definitely been the truth I've observed
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working with lawyers over the years.
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And I have a hunch it's true for you too.
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So join me inside of Timepiece.
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The door is closed soon, so be sure to join right now.
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If you're listening to this podcast,
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I think it's coming out on May 1st.
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So it's going to be closing any day now.
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So go to dinacataldo.com
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forward slash timepiece
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P-E-A-C-E
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Enroll now.
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And when you go to the website,
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you're going to see everything laid out for you,
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including some amazing bonuses
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that are going to up-level your skills as an attorney,
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And even if you're not a business owner,
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it doesn't matter what kind of law you practice.
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Timepiece for Lawyers is going to help you become more you.
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I hope you have a beautiful rest of your day.
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I'm going to go out here
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and walk around this beautiful lush green grass
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and get Frankie away from all the mulberries
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he's snacking on out there currently.
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I can see him munching away.
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And I'm going to go in and have a little dinner.
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All right, then.
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Bye.